i think today is just not my day... i just hate THURSDAYs.
im so pissed and stressed up with school work. sometimes people just love to irritate me at the wrong time. i mean like seriously getting onto my nerves. that is what happen to me today. he irritate me at the wrong time. there goes.. its like a big blow plus having pms. dear i know sometimes u just dont mean what you say whn you started spitting those words. maybe im abit on the emo side and that i got easily agitated. sometimes you just have to know whn is the right time to irritate and whn is not. if im really not in my mood. you cant simply come and irritate me. the more you irritate the worst it will get. and then things will turn out to be worst den ever. and whn i started to blew off, you're not happy cos u thot that i was the one who show attitude here. there are times whre i get totally serious and there are times whn i cn joke arnd. hope you understand.
dear, i just wanna say that i love you. i dont know why but my feelings for you seems so strong.. what more can i ask for? i just dont wanna lose you. i cant bare, not again. truth said, im like totally attached to him, i cant help it, i cant stop thinking of him everyday even tho we are in the same school and same class. how i wish you stayed arnd bishan and that i can get to see you everyday. oh mann, how i wish tt will happen... nah.. dream on k!. dear, you're precious to me. precious then anyone ever thot. sometimes i admit, i must say i do dislike girls checking him out. being friendly is good, but whn you gt yourself overboard, seeking attention. thn i think its not rly nice. if you wanna know. i AM jealous. well thats how gf would feel. who wouldnt get jealous whn you know ppl are all eyeing on your bf. but what can i do? i cant do much. i cant simply stop those girls frm checking him out, be it. as long as they know their limits and tt also comes only with good intentions, thn it wont really bother me. unlike those people who do it intentionally trying hard to destroy ppl's rltionship, i just cant take it, just dont blame me if get so fcked up over it. whatever it is whn comes to this situation, i always bare in mind tt i wanna put my fullest trust and faith in him. telling myself tt he wont play behind my back. its just how much you trust that someone. that is prollie one of the things that rly captures my heart. his sincerity in loving me=) syed yazid, aku cinta padamu syg. aww so sweet.. btw so far so good, we're trying to build up the castle of our love life back together again.what matters the most is we have to think positive, to look up on our future, whats gonna happen next. always look on the brightside of life:))
hope that he will at least reply my msgs or call me at nite. i dont wanna quarell anymore k. im still waiting for his reply. btw maybe tml going out jln raye with my ite friends... hope it will turn out to be just pretty fun! yearhh tts about it for now. gtg... OUTS- sincerely ruL.love of my life. syed yazid:)
You make me feel special, You make me feel new,
You make me feel loved,
With everything you do.
You hold me close when I am sad.You wipe the tears from my face.
Every time we are together,
It seems like the perfect place.
I love the way you can make me laughFor absolutely no reason at all.
I love how no matter what I do,
You will be there to catch me when I fall.
That even though we sometimes fight,
I will always love you!
No matter what, day or night.
toodles* mwacks.
hugs and kisses frm me to you:))
