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Monday, September 25, 2006


sick....

feeling sick today.. got a very bad flu. sigh.. (a bad day for me)....
before that i wanna wish to all muslim SELAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA.
i had my period today=( ... there goes my 1 month... thnks.
school hols..

feeling so down. lost. and badly missing my darlz...

BOREDOM KILLS ME.

off to gym?! .. where's the mood.. where's the motivation?

my baby is sick. how i wish i cld be there for him. he's been sick for the past few days. the medication that he took doesnt seems to work. sigh. pray tt he'll recover soon. i miss him lots. badly..

PLANS FOR 3 WEEK HOLS

  1. off to gym *( any kind soul out there who wants to acc me?) <3
  2. buka-ed puasa at my house
  3. going out to bazaar with friends and of cos with hubby.!
  4. sit down at home and rot like shit
  5. watch HEART at golden village with him
  6. going jb with my family
  7. maybe looking for job?
  8. went cycling with dannx!
  9. visit nabz mom and also nabz
  10. bake cookies!
  11. LASTLY MISSING HIM.! HOPE HE'LL RECOVER SOON!



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Thursday, September 21, 2006

hola! here blogging in school.

CA's are finally over. so its time to HIP HIP HURRAY! its over and done. yeah HOLS is coming! wohoo.! fasting month is just 3 days away. its time for me to get rid of the extra fats! i guess heading off to the gym during the fasting month would be a gd thing to do. i cld at least kill time and also to build up my stamina! true true? errrm one more thing. i'll do my prayers k.?

i felt so worn out after sleepless night mugging on my notes. i guess im so gonna do badly for this CA. I SCREWED UP BSA! its a dissapoinment. really, never expect myself to do badly for that paper. sigh. what is done cannot be undone. i gotta pull up my socks for this coming final exam.
i badly wanna go to higher nitec=(
i miss zid. he absent himself frm school today. he didnt even reply to all my msgs and also picking up calls. i wonder what his doing ryte now. sleeping? i guess so. just waiting for him to reply me... in a meanwhile im listening to In love with you from jacky cheung and regina velasquez.

Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.

Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do

I'll be there for you
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
This i promiseI will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad

I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now


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Sunday, September 17, 2006

i will always love you. zidrul 110506


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Thursday, September 14, 2006

currently humming to Sekali Cinta Tetap Cinta by Helena

guess what? im in the class now having lesson. the reason why i was here blogging becos i feel like giving up on this module. i felt so demoralised after knowing that i was way behind time. i really need to pull up my socks. its time to wake up and do serious business. i cant afford to fail this module. i know i can do it. i believed, if there's a will there's a way.

damnn after this is SOT lesson. after that maybe meeting huney. acc him to sembawang for awhile. gonna start mugging on my notes tonite. dang~


if time could stand still, i'd freeze it here
so you'd always hold me, close and near
In your arms, where im meant to be
Filled with the perfect love you've given me



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Tuesday, September 12, 2006


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ZIDRUL `110506 STILL COUNTING...



HAPPY 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY.!:) mwacks!



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sorry guys for the long missing in action.
maybe its just pure lazyness or,
there's rly nothing to blog abt.
the fact that my compt brokedown for a couple of weeks
all thanks to mr zid for his help.
greatly appreciated.
it seems that im fine without plying the compt
more to like, not into it anymore
unlike last time whn i spend countless hours
sitting infront of the compt really doing nth at all
btw. i wanna wish myself and also honey
HAPPY 4 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY:)
hope we can last long
tho we've gone thru bad times together
our feelings for each other has always been strong
since the first day of our relationship and it will never fade.
recently had an argument with zid. how i wished for that day to come whreby we dont have to quarell or argue over silly things. how i wished things will turn out to be just like before. i really missed those days where we dont have to quarell so much. maybe it will worked only if we could understand each other well. 4 months relationship seems like 4 years. just look at how time flies. i felt like knowing ya for years. ive learned so much frm this relationship, feeling of being loved and being appreciated. thanks huney for being there for me thru thick and thin. thanks for all your sacrifices tt you've made, thanks for showering me with lots of love, care and concern. im really proud to have you by my side dear. i'll always need you... now, and forever. till my very last breath..
i know i may not be the sweetest gf you ever had. cos im still haunted by the past. i believed tt sweet words comes right frm the bottom of your heart and it is not becos you say it just tt you wanna pleased tt someone. it all comes from the heart. there's this saying, action speaks louder than words. show it if you really mean it. it is more sincere then. still, i'll try my very best to win his heart. i love him. sadly he just dont feel it. i know im weak at handling relationship thats why things always turn out to be this way...


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