i know yearh.. its been so long since i last blog. currently busy with my hectic schedule practicing for the coming orientation for the may intake student. so yearh gotta do alot of practice during my last week of school holiday. sigh ive yet to finish my project. dammit!. am gonna be so busy this week onwards. ermm there's alot of stuff coming up next like performing for the may intake and also im gonna be the new BRIDGE LEADER. i was choosen to be the GL so called group leader on the both orientation days. am gonna do bridge leader proud i bet its gonna be hell fun and full enthusiasm& excitement. hope things turn out well. but gee! what im afraid of now is the performance! am i able to make it. seriously speaking i kinda have stage fright. based from what i had experience earlier on i guess it was a nerve wrecking singing infront of the whole crowd and whats more?. HE'S gonna be there watching our performance. ohh wtever! im supposed to get over him by now. but seriously im so excited and nervous at the same time. just hope that i dont have to screw up. pray hard k.! so yearh ive been out for the past few days. im so gonna share with you my last 2 days camp in school it was so fun!

MIC STUDIO CAMP 19-20 April

i was practically enjoying myself throughout the whole camp. looks like the bond is there. yearh pretty much satisfied with it. i didnt expect much from the camp as i hardly know anyone there, the fact that i just join this cca. so at first i thot it was tough on me to get along with them but yearh as time goesby i feel that im already belong and fully attached to mic studio. i think this camp is way better thn the bridge leader camp. no offence. but it is! really...

first day of camp.! we gather at comms hub and as usual taking attendance and a short brief regarding the camp rules and regulation. so we started off choosing our rooms as for the acting people there venue will be at the comms hub itself and the singers will be in the school auditorium. yayness! we can have the whole audi all by ourselves. so yearh we gotta sing with the mics!. so it was a tiring day choosing songs and theme for our performance. we share ideas and brainstorm on what songs or genre we are looking at. so yearh we came out with RETRO!`

decided to pick those oldies songs. for english songs we have song title SWAY by michael buble, malay; Khayalan from black dog bone and chinese; JA JAMBO. errmm smth like that. hahah. so yearh it was a hard time figuring out how to get those songs remix. anyone out thre knows how to do it?. so yearh. nevertheless, despite getting frustration along the way and e perserverance tt we had throughout the day, more or less we really do enjoy those 2 solid days of practicing together. really it was fun. fara feel so bad cos she had been strict towards us. we understand its not easy for you to get things done smoothly, i know you want the best. but try to get a hold of urself and relax abit k. dont stressed up cos whn you're stress, we gonna be stress too and i dont want everyone to start to pull on their long face. lift up the spirit. yes we can do it!=) i have faith in all of you.

the nite was freezing cold. shivering..

as usual i cant stay up for so long in an air condition room. the longer i stay for sure i'll start having cold. sneeze all the way.. yearh so im down with flu, my leg was practically shivering and my fist was freezing cold. so i decided to stay out from the room. I was sitting outside the room where zid come an approached me. he asked me if we could have some classmates chat. so yeah why not? i mean i want to know him better, after all his in my class. and he used to be there whn i have my prob. so i dont mind being his listening ear this time round. i'll do anything for a friend. it started off with a serious deep conversation between us. he was telling me that the only person that he can trust in class was dee and me. aww so sweet ryte. i mean.. that itself means how much to me. well at least there's people outhere who can appreciate me. ermm so i was smiling away and say .. ermm well im glad tt you had trust in me. (with that smile on my face) gee`. so he asked me if i hate someone in class. and it took me a long time to ans.. i didnt actually want to tell him but yearh i think i can trust him. i told him that i hate that specific girl. dont intend to mention names in here. so yearh apparently both of us hate that similar girl. i mean im not trying to bitch about others or trying to stir up problem. i just want him to know that i dont really like that girl. i dont want to be e one tt add fuel to the fire. making him going on hating her for life. whatever for?. i dont enjoy doing tt. but since he's serious enough to know and wants to share our probs together i dont mind telling him. so yearh thats where we started our conversation. we decided to have a sit at the steps outside the school hall. the school was in e darkness tt i could barely spot any light. and if there is, the light is so dim. but i wasnt thinking of anything stupid. so yearh we sit arnd and chat. i told him about my prob.. im gonna give up on harvey and asking for his opinion from a guy. same goes to zid he was telling me about his ex. i really pitty him. seriously. such a sweet guy and yet girls like to play around with his feelings just becos he's very weak on the outside girls can go over him just like that. i gave him a few advice and try to cheer him up. well from whre we sit people started thinking we are couple. everyone was asking the both of us to go in. they thought we are dating or doing smth stupid outside. grr.. how can they think of that in the first place? ish ish dirty. of cos we wouldnt do that. DUH we are friends. good friends. but most of them thot somehow we are the love birds sitting so close together at nite seeing how close we are. LOl. roll eyes*. zid was like telling them that im sick and that he's gonna keep me accompany outside. but they still thot tat we.. err .. you know... got so fedup, i told him tt it was okay i'll try to bear with it and to make a move before they start yaking again. fara snatch away my sleeping bag! so she was using it. she's not feeling well too. bad enough, i was with my tshirt and SHORTS. it was freezing cold. and there comes the MR HERO of the nite. zid was like coming to me, took out his sweater tt he was wearing and gave it to me. like so sweet rytee?. fara was saying tt alot of times. ''aww so sweet ryte he?.. dont you think so. so sweet.." the fact tt she just loves to annoy me sometimes. so yearh tt itself makes me feel bad enough that he have to sacrifice his sweater for me. and yes! i was using it throughout the whole nite, thinking how selfish am i. ish3!. so guess what we were playing this game. a guessing game which require alot of thinking and of cos wild guess. we got mdm salinah to join us! wohho! apparently she told us she was too tired to join after much hessitation she decided to join. we played till 1 or 2am in the morning and that we still have to catch our movie marathon after tt. i think it was close to 2am we started watching Amittyvile horror. i started to dozz off at the starting part of the movie. Before they played the movie, habib warned us not to sleep. everyone have to stay awake. my eyes was half-opened and a few mins i start to dozz off. i was awaken by the sound effect from the movie and thank god it was the ending part of the movie. hahaa.. so frankly speaking i only get to watched the ending part. yayness! so its time to zzzzz.. i slept like a pig! and oh by the way it was 330am in e morning. hurhur.

the next day 20 april

WAKE UP! and guess what it was freaking 9am in the morning supposed to have our breakfast at 8. hehs. so hard to wake up! i was stretching away and hitting fara with her pillow asking her to wake up. i love to annoy ppl early in the morning:) so yearh get ourselves changed had a morning bath.. it was cooling but yearh shiokness! we gotta stay fresh the whole day! oh ya did i tell you that night most of us cant sleep cos kak anisa ngigau!. she scares people off mann esp those ppl that slp beside her. poor thing. she's too tired thats why she started to ngigau. haiyo! it was funny comes to think of how she ngigau she started crying and talking to herself. haha. im so mean! sheeshshs. anyway the breakfast was good:) had sandwich crab mayo, chocolate muffin, samosa and fishballs. HOT MILO of cos. after that get back to work.. practice more on our dance step. the seniors come over to help us out. thanks many2.! ( i cant dance for nuts) really.. so yearh i gotta say this. fara ask me to take charged of the ppl whn she's not in. so guess what being the ignorant. I RAWK THE PLACE BEB! we took the evidence! zid and shawn came in. and yes! they too rawk the place! make a fool of themselves with the mics on. shouting like an idiot. haha dammit. i so love it la! hhaaa.. everyone join in the fun while waiting for fara's return. haha. get to snap pics with zid and duet with shawn. haha.. funny! we seriously rawk the place. ! fara wasnt aware of it. guess what. at the same time i was busy checking out if anyone on their way to audi.. so guess what. HABIB and the seniors coming and yet everyone inside is like seriously making a nuisance of themselves. haha.. so i told them to cut the shit! and yes get back to serious work. hahaha habib went in and everyone pretend to get serious. haha silence for awhile. its all madness. i miss the fun!. haha i'll post some of the pics i took during the camp. not much..

its been awhile since i last blog. now that im uber bored so why not waste my time blogging?. ive been to the gym for the past few days. started having leg and stomach cramps. i think i over work. i was determined to lost weight like seriously!! my aim is to look at least slimmer whn school reopen. hope so la. thats why now i have to control my food intake. NO fatening food, no late nite snacks, no chocolates and yada yada yada. i should have start earlier on and by MAY 2nd at least i look slimmer den before. i need to get rid of this fats mann! seriously. so now no more craving for old chang kee, mrs field brownies and my favourite chocolate waffle!grr.. endurance is what I need*!

so now the reason why i have to make myself busy is because i dont have to everytime walk into my kitchen searching for snacks to eat. so now im sitting here blogging at least i couldnt have to think of going to the kitchen. see! i make myself busy now.i have too.. anyway no housework to do. television show is getting way crappy. oh ya my dad just sign up the cable tv. the only thing i watched is MTV & E entertainment. sometimes i do watched National Geographic channel. quite interesting tho. k la.. i will continue later. wanna watch tv with mom now.. outs for now!

nowadays. not looking forward to go to school feels like school is getting lamer. the environment is so quiet. seriously school is so quiet without the IPP student and the higher nitec people. probably im not used to not having them in school cos they are the ones who brings me to look forward to go to school cos they are all FUN AND HAPPENING. the fact that IPP and higher nitec student had their early holiday. which so unfair. the holiday for first year student will only start next week which means this week is the last week. after that we're free from office shit! anyway tml is the last CA test. OFC. yawns. the test is on table work. (office computing) hopefully didnt make any silly mistakes like forget to chnge the page setup and so on. gotta pass this module well.

ermm just now during the last OFC period. we are expected to finish up 3 column work for the whole of 2hr in class. so yeah being the lazy rul of cos didnt really bothered to finish up cos its all the same old shit we are like doing it repeatedly. its damn boring la. so decided to walk arnd and help jannah with her coloumn work. so after awhile dee was like telling me that HE ONLINE. i get so freaking excited already la. imagine waited for him for almost a week to come online. so yeahh. i quickly rush back to my seat and log in to msn. YAHOO! guess what he talk to me first! once i online. he quickly click onto my conversation. initially my nickname in msn is NO USE FOR A NAME some punk band name. so yeah he say smth like this.. no use for a name? mcm penah dgr je? haha. so there goes our short conversation tt i had with him just now. freaking hell la OFC lesson just have to end so fast. so i have to go offline before ms kok finds out. im so dead shit if she knows abt it. i managed to ask him how is he doing and ask him why i didnt c him in school already. guess what. i ALMOST CRIED la whn he said this. '' i already stop schooling'' i cant believe what he just told me. so i ask him again for confirmation. ''are you serious?'' he told me ''yes im serious''. i said jgn bedek ar. den he said ''tol'' so i became speechless... haiz i dont know if its for real or he's just playing. i really hope to see him in school again. i dont want to believe this. noo.. its too early for him to leave. i still need to see him.. i miss him.

it was a last min thing actually didnt really intend to watch the performance cos for sure the place will be fully infested with malays. but who cares? for ari wibowo sake. i dont give a damn abt it. its not as if he used to come to spore. it is something once in a life time that i get to see him LIVE. so yearh seri called me early in the morning asking me out for that ari wibowo autograph session at ps. then after seri's msg. lelaa happen to msg me the same thing. so yearh to be fair enough. i went out with seri first and then later after the autograph session lala and jan come and find me. damnn la they are like super late can. anyway the crowd was eagerly waiting for ari to arrived he supposingly expected to reach there at 2pm. so it was way delayed due to the heavy traffic jam along orchard road. imagine myself standing under the hot scorching sun for solid 2hrs plus with empty stomach.the fact that i didnt get to eat my breakfast before i left hme. omg i just feel like fainting while waiting for ari's arrival. he's like taking forever to come. urrgh. whatever it is. i think its worth waiting cos ari is SO HOT in person. he look way better LIVE thn in television. i gotta say this i admire he's looks. so while waiting for that prince charming. Suzairhe and Rima melati the host of that evening, was trying hard to cheer up the crowd. everyone was so pissed of cos. they were like shouting at the top of their voice asking when ari gonna turn up. the crowd started pushing each other. and i dont know which mothafucka who seriously pissed me off she's like pushing everyone. like hello?.. its not as if she's the only one who wanna see ari. JUST the time ari arrived the crowd stared to scream. haha. I WAS SCREAMING TOO!! SO EXCITED CAN!?.. hehs. ARI WIBOWO rawks big time. i just wonder the next indonesian artist will be AGNES MONICA. oh ya did i tell you that the MAKCIK who won the category PENONTON PALING heboh came for the autograph session. she was invited personally to the stage. how cool is that... she's like already famous la.

so after the autograph session. i hardly could walk bcos of the long hour standing. the worst thing is im freaking wearing HIGH HEELS. i felt so worn out. my feet is like going to break. at that time i just feel like taking off my high heels and walk barefooted. all i want is to have a seat and have a gulp. im so thirsty la! so after that walk around heeran and managed to take some neoprint again this time with lelaa and jannah. will post the pics here some other time. well for now i gotta go already. tml schooling. gotta wake up early. bbye!

when boredom strikes me

okay just to tell you im friggin bored at home now. brother is away for 6 days to phuket. the house seems to be quiet without him around. is it good or bad? if his at home as usual we'll quarell like nobody's business whn he's not around kinda miss him also. tell ya what. im just being a good sister. so now im using his laptop. kinda bored la i dont even have photoshop in my own compt so decided to used his and also at the same time scan those neoprints that i took with seri ytd. meet up with her to get those dvds. we took neoprints! hellya its been so long since i take neoprints. after taking neoprints zaki called me asking for a meet up. so yearh he came down together with muji and then followed by zal. so we sat down and chat. it was raining cats and dogs and i was shivering the whole body. grr... we left the place and proceed to meet up with danial and nana. it was during magrib like that we make our way to their place. while waiting for nana. we decided to record a video of ourselves using danial's hp. hhaha i swear it was damn funny la!.. you shld see it on danials hp. oh ya nana came down and join us for tt video shoot. hhaha. she got that potential to be director in future. hehs. so nana drop by my house ytd to watch pesta pesta pesta! i swear i was laughing my ass off at the ending part of pesta whre the MAKCIK MARIAM was awarded the penonton paling heboh. haha she's damn thick skin la. i swear if she was my mom i will die of embarrassment. lucky enuff my mom aint like that. -touchwood*

oh ya just before blogging. i watched this korean movie that seri borrowed me ytd. title. windstruck. based of love story. a very touching show. almost cried at the ending part of the movie. it is about this couples work together under the same police team. smth happen at the scene whre the gf mistook him as the criminal. so she shot him down. so yeahh. its a good show you people shld watch it.

okay i swear this is random. i was way bored so decided to edit my pics using photoshop so lets take a look at my photo edit. hehs.