I be the hatred in your eyes and the satan in your lives, wastin my times with these snakes in disguise. when you talk its with bitter is fight? it's my fault for what you did with your life everytime i go to hear you look away. We barely embrace, you can't even look me in my face.
Tissue to wipe my eyes, and a bucket to catch every tear i cried inside it. finally i'll stick to my decision this time. and whn i said this time round, i really mean it. i cant take it anymore. bruised and battered by his words. he hurt me alot of times. and i cant take no more. how would i ever heal? im so deeply wounded. i cant hold on any longer. i just have to let it go.
those were just memories you left behind. soon, it will fade away,, out of my mind.
I walk out into the sun
I try to find a new day
But the whole place
It just screams in my eyes
Where are you now?
Cuz I don't want to meet you
Outside the thoughts
Come flooding back now...
I just try to forget you...
So easy to disturb
With a thought...
With a whisper...
With a careless memory...
i locked you out these years,
this hatred cries in my head steady
coming with that friendly fire
Last Updated @ 8:20:00 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
hello! jocelyn crashing in! haha. im bored. ok bye bye. nurul's gonna kill me for this :)