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Friday, May 27, 2005

a swish and a swoosh of boredom getting into me.

REPORT BOOK REPORT BOOK! gosh. today is the day where student most fear of. report book issued only to those that passed their exam. and for those who didnt really do well for the exam they were told to ask their parent to come down to have a meet parent session. and the worst thing is. GOSH! my mom badly wanted to come down altho i kinda like convinced her not to. i thought today is the worst day i ever had and i thot tt i have to prepare for the worst. thinking that mdm ang would give bad remarks about me and my behaviour in school. altho im not tt mischievious but yearhh i do break some classroom rules and stuff. thats like the usual me=) i thot that my mom is the only one who bothered to come down for the parent session, but im surprised that a few parents could make it. i didnt want my mom to come actually, tried my best to convinced her and tell her that she's just wasting her time and all that. but still, she insisted on going. she told me that she's concerned abt my performance in school and that she would take all the trouble to come for the parent meeting. thnk god that she's not angry but i could see from her face she's kinda dissapointed. i've let her down.

pingx and sriee waited for me in the canteen after the parent meeting. go back with mom and my friends. send mama off, then meet szeman there. so the 4 of us ate at LJS and walk arnd j8 with em. oh ya i saw yong ann and weilong just now. hmm so ...... after that bought danial food cos he's sick and im kind enough(childhood friend)to deliver it to his house. poor danial. get well soon alrytes=)

there's religious camp tml. i dont think this year would be that interesting. wasnt excited at all. cos there's no yAN anymore. hope that things goin on perfectly alryte tml. its a one night stay over. so i gotta do alot of prayers there. im a nice girl. holy? ahhah.. i think i have to start packing up my stuff for now. and that i have to stop bloggin. i WILL MISS YOU! miss my compt! miss EVERYONE OUTDERE. and MOSTLY TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS. i miss! i miss! i miss!

ahhaha.. enough is enough. gotta end here. RUL out. * she loves u.

dont wanna live in denial

Last Updated @ 7:58:00 PM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

its been ages since i last blog. simply bcos my compt still down. and i dont know whn i can get this freaking compt repaired. its taking foreva to get it done with it. and im pretty sure tt i'lll die of boredom without having my compt repaired during the june hols. gosh. u can imagine and u would understand how i feel. well, sitting for N level this year. gotta throw away all my bad habit and gotta be serious this time round. i have to do something before its too late. for now, my weakest subject is maths. i just hate numbers. and no one can convinced me that maths is rather fun. i just dont get it. and i think thats like my most hatred subject. i did pretty well for my combine humanities but still not satisfied with it i expect to do better. gosh! i screwed up this year mid exam. dont wanna think about it anymore and start to buck up my studies.

i miss band seriously. I MISS MY HORN. and my band members. i cant wait to get back for band practice. there's band prac tml!!! yay!

FAMILY DAY. in school.. sec4as sell canned food, pound cake and chocolate cookies flour.
i dont enjoy this year family day its pretty boring cos all those stalls damn lame. esp those that sells beads, old story books and those unwanted stuff. and tts look so freaking old. haha wadeva dont even bothered to take a look at those stalls. walk around with joy holding a box filled with chocolate cookies baked flour goin around asking them to buy. and the worst thing is. jocelyn sell the flour. 2 for $5. whn each of it cos more than 5. see.. how great is she whn comes to sell her product. tts like so cheap and we didnt make any profit. she's generous in a wrong way.

i dont wanna live in denial.

Last Updated @ 5:51:00 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005

YELLOWCARD

"Only One"

Broken this fragile thing now

And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces

And I've thrown my words all around

But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)

And I give up (I give up)

I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down

And I can't, I can't hold on for too long

Ran my whole life in the ground

And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)

I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do

You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly

Leave a note for you my only one

And I know you can see right through me

So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

You are my only one

I let go, there's just no one, no one like you

You are my only, my only one

My only oneMy only oneMy only one

You are my only, my only one

Last Updated @ 10:55:00 AM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

i fink that this skin is the nicest skin i ever had. seriously. isnt it cool. my utt! gosh. okok tts enough. well joy, im not gonna abondoned my blog lyk wat i used to. now tt my skin is so cool i feel like bloggin everyday. looking at utt gives me motivation to blog.geez~ well i also just love our combine blog. its nice too. i have to say this before joy kill me. haha nahh kiddin. hmm well today stayed at home the whole day. watching muzika extravaganza repeat encore. ruffedge is so cool marn!! im in love with em. shakesbutt* .. ook i think im gonna stop bloggin. watching tv now. im gonna miss this encore if i keep bloggin. so yearhh i guess i have to end here. update whn there's interesting stuff to talk abt. bbye for now. LOVE U ALL. - rul // peace out*

Last Updated @ 3:12:00 PM

heyyoz! take sometime to blog. finally chnge blogskin. gosh im like so obsess with utt! utt my man! hah. cool im lyk utt's biggest fan! way fanatic.. hmm well i gtg sleep. its like almost 3am in the morning. gotta sleep now. hey dont forget to tag at my taggie. thnks! i love u all*- peace out.

Last Updated @ 2:46:00 AM