here im back! ... im lyk so bored now.. so decided to blog. oohh no.. got lotsa things that i wouldnt wanna missed out this few days.. ytd.. had a wonderful band practice.. suddenly felt that i realli enjoy those 3 days band prac. i missed it so much. im truly amazed with those conductor dat conduct us .. they are lyk so good... i mean. i realli enjoy myself during those band prac tt i had for the past few days..

late for band.. gt diarrhoea.. oh gosh! this time.. it was realli bad... supposed to fall in ard 845am.. come out frm me hse ard 915am.. i felt so bad .. cos i didnt set a good example to my junior.. senior come late for band.. but realli it wasnt my intention to be late.. i gt a reason for it..
im so sorry to keep ya ppl waiting.. and it was realli bad this time.. ouch!x... hmm so ytd.. sims and steph take em for footdrills while waiting for me to come with e keys.. forgot to return it back the day b4 .. so i have no choice but just to force myself to come for band.. cos if i didnt come i will be in deep sHit! they cant have band prac .. cos there's no keys to open up the band room... so yearhh.. thnk god. that i could at least cntrl all the way to skewl .. bloody stomachache
hmm yearhh.. enough of it lahh. hmm.. received a msg frm niece.. tellin me dat she cldnt make it cos she gt gastric pain.. poor niece.. was kinda shocked whn she told me she needa go hospital..
but at last she didnt.. thnk god marn! yearhh.. so went out with sims. steph.xinghui and yao rui.. its been a long time since i went to prata hse.. i missed the food there... so at last gtta eat prata... tried paper prata.. hmm .. nicee~ oohh no. we are lyk some greedy ppl.. ordered quite alot .. then at last couldnt finish our food.. hmm .. first time see this prata called .. bomb prata? hahah wth.. yearhh.. yao rui ordered that bomb thinggy.. steph ordered cheese prata..
hmm .. haha .. i cant finished my last piece.. so cut it to half.. gv it to steph since she told me dat she's still hungry.. whooahh not badd huh steph.. hmm after dat headed back to skewl .. mr tan already reach ... go through our syf piece.. hungtindon and singapore rhapsody.. hmm! hey this time round the band sounded nicer .. compared to the day b4.. weldone bandsmen! .. phhweet*
after band accompanied my sis nilam to ang mo kio library den.. meet up with azlan there. hehs
thnks alot.. sendin me to e bus stop.. LOl. had a great time goin out with em..





monday 20th dec


band prac.. conducted by ms joy.. overall was alright lerr.. she's nice.. hmm.. i was wondering
why i see alot of rugby guys .. frm other school if im nt wrong they ar frm bedok south.... oohh no.. whn i just reach the canteen.. i saw.. alot of unfamiliar face. and alot of MATS... as in malay guys.. wth .. since whn my skewl gt alot of mat.. yearhh.. i was kinda pissed .. they treat our skewll as if it was their skewl.. wthh.. hmm i was lyk so annoyed.. cos there's this whole grp.. i mean.. i wld sae tt those ruggers are mostly malays.. matt. yearhh. so there's this mat come up to me.. shouting across the canteen.. askin if im malay or chinese... huh? wth.. so pi seh larhh..
my band mem saw it.. den.. i told him dat im a malay.. OF COS.. why wld i wanna lie?.. dorts..
den.. whn he gt to know im a malay.. he shout to everyone ard the canteen.. ''eh malay arh malay arhh!'' ......... wth~ den.. i just ignore em lahh.. duhh.. they ar just bunch of annoyin ppl
so.. whn sim ee fall us out.. quickly grab my instrument.. and just leave tt place.. cos i heard they were talkin abt me.. in malay of cos.. hmm.. yearhh.. thn one of em shout.. hey! number.. number arhhh.. wth!!!!!!!!! dorts

My deepest condolences to Ms ho poh yoke and her husband who perished in an accident in New Zealand while on their honeymoon.


Today is my mom's bdae... happy bdae Mama! .. im lyk so bored at hme now.. all i can do is to sing.. karaoke. chatting and bloggin.. hmm.. and my rebonded hair! arrgghhh.. its killin me. coz i cant lyk clip or do anything with it.. my fringe is lyk covering my face.. so i have to just bear with it for a few days? or even it can be months?! oh goshhhh.. but yearhh.. my hair turn out to be niice.. smooth and silky.. haha!? im lyk promoting some organics shampoo.. hah! ok wadeva yearhh. hmm wat else shld i write.. seriously.. nothing happen today.. fink i realli gtg now.. to do some housework. hey! my mom bdae.. so i fink i shldnt spend time playing compt.. must do smth to pleased her.. lyk i said.. im a niceee gurll. wink* haha! lyk wadeva~ okaez.. cheerios to yer guys! and have fun enjoying yer hols for the last few days! and there goes.. school reopen soon! taraz........=)


ps/ pingx ard nite call me to confirm abt ms ho memorial tml.
shiying niece.. dont get upset over those things. im sure pretty soon u will be alright.. cheer up niece=) rmbr this No man is worth your tears, and the one who is will never make you cry



You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane. And no one can explain it. and the reason its so confusing is because its love. But, if love didn't have challenges, what would be the point?

im so freaking bored now.. so decided to blog.. since im lyk so free here.. i will be free the whole day.. hmm there's alot of things happen.. for the past few days... hmm lemmie start with wat actualli happen ytd.


14 december

first time.. went to JB with my friends... sy and sims. yearhh.. our parents were lyk so worried for us... fear if anything wld happen there.. dont worry! we can takkaire of ourselve=).. hmm meet shiying ard macdonald den... took a train to kranji to meet sims there.. haha.. so excited... coz i gotta rebond my hair ard red's hairdressin.... omg! spent half of my day rebonding.. and it took me 4hrs to rebond , treament and also do abit of trimming! after dat went to sim ee hse.. can u believe it tt im the first one frm peirce actualli come to her hse? haha.. wahh big deal arh.
oh marn! her hse is lyk damn big with swimming pool~ and some garden.. with 9 big dogs. lyk dalmations and others.. poor sy gt scratched by sims dog.. ahha .. i hate dogs.. so didnt lyk go near.. and furthermore i cant touch dogs.. so yearh.. hmm gotta snap some pics ard her hse..
with her chincilla? is it spelled tt way? .. hahah wadeva it is.. yearhh.. and her niece was lyk damn cute! vaneessa... she's damn friendly and kewl.. hmm after that make a move.. went home! back to spore. thnks sims aunt for sending us to malaysia custom.. oh gosh! me and sy
were lyk stuck over there for almost 1/2hr there.. whn we reach spore.. supposingly we take 170 to kranji.. but yearh.. this time.. we are lost! we actualli go to the wrong way .. and headed to woodlands centre .. wth~ called my dad to fetch us frm there.. ahah.. thnks dad..


hmmmmm...... wait finally sy bought her bag! haha.. me too!! she gt her nike bag.. and i gt my Billabong bag.. so xcited?!.. LOL

heyloos! im so bored... so decided to blog.. this few days cant realli sleep.. dont know y.. maybe i finkin too much alreadi.. hey! ...... im so proud of taufik! i love him marns........ he rawks see. ask u all to vote.. sure u wont regret! .. ermm well.. sly also nt bad.. he can sing too..can say its a hard fight btw both of em.. but yearhh! i still prefer taufik!! not simply coz his malay and thats the reason why i prefer him.. its all bcoz of his true talent.. with the whole package.. talented. and behaviour likewise......hmm.. abt that 5 bride thinggy.. is a total crapp.. haha... i was so damn jealous tt my brother last min gotta watch ard the Singapore Indoor Stadium LIVE simply bcoz the producer frm spore idol gave him that tickets.. damn lahhh.. haha..HEY! sorry huihong , steph and u all! ahhaa.. i dont have extra .. i got that badge thinggy tts says vote for taufik! hmm yearhh. got tt frm bro.. omg todae everyone come look for me.. ahhaa.. as if.. taufiks is mine??!.. nurul!! taufikkkkkkkkkkk.......... haha.. they seems to be so freakin excited... ahhaa.. spore idol fever is still dere.. den i was lyk ohh ok?.. haha.. i just join in the fun lahh. coz they kept shouting, goin crazy abt spore idol.. madd rytee.. hahaaa.. some of em even sae.. nurul!! TAUFIK is mine lahh!!..i was lyk.. since whn did i sae his mine? dortz!


ooh no.. there's alot of stuff i wanna write todae... and all those interesting stuff dat happen for the past few days..



band exchnge with mayflower... didnt realli make alot of frenz..they were lyk so .. dao..or shld i sae.. stuck up.. some.. not all i mean.. there's 4 fhorn members frm their skool.. and there's only one holla pro hornist.. his name is jonadab.. the first tyme whn i see him. i was lyk ohh ok..dont tell me his playing is better den me.. hmm yearhh.. know wat.. his lyk so good marns.. hmm actualli im not surprised.. coz he started playing horn ard the age of 11 whn he was in p5.. he was lyk the first one to play..keep pitching all the high note.. i was lyk ohh no wanna show off arhh? hmm i was so damn damn annoyed ard first.. feel lyk showing him mine too.. since he started it first.. but yearhh.. come to think of it.. nahh no used showin off.. let it be yearh.. we started using i recommend ytd. haha.. i miss it so much.. i love i recommend.. didnt make used of the I Recommend since yap bcame our new conductor.. hmm. yearh.. played a few scales and also played some minor scales... we also played a few songs.. our syf 05 set and choice piece.. Singapore Rhapsody and the huntingdon celebration.. we also exchnge pieces with mayflower.. played danse diabolique. realli lyk dat song.. interesting! hmm.. overall the band exchnge wasnt good enuff all i enjoy.. was.. that master class conduct by tim reymish some well known conductor frm england.. his a good conductor of coz! can u imagine he earn $800 within 3 hrs just conductin e band.. wow! haha...... guess wat.. tim reymish actualli said dat my fhorn section excellent!.. oohhh marn! cant believe it.. of coz!! his a fhorn player.. and he know's everything abt horn..... so, was kinda nervous dat tyme..fear of makin mistakes here there.. well everything turn out to be perfectly all right.. haha.. oh god .. is nt easy to get such remarks from him.. fhorn section ... EXCELLENT!.. me and sims hoping that he would some sort recommend us or smth... haha.. hmmm........ after band .. go out with my sish! nilam, yunn miin and sriee.. as usual.. miss goin out with em.. they just finish their Os.. so yearhh.. decided to tk some neoprint..LOl..

tts all for band stuff....




bt me...........


hais.. im so confused now.. i didnt know tt it was alreadi too late for me to tell yer wat i felt ryte now..U.. pls tell me the truth.. dont keep me waitin.. u suddenly chnge.. wat happened.. i wanna find out the truth frm u.... do u know .. how much i miss ya.. kept blamin myself dat i was the one that cause everything.. how am i supposed to meet ya.. whn i keep thinkin dat u........ sigh- dont even wanna mention tt word.. coz its realli hurting.. till now.. im still so confused.. why?! .. u always claimed dat i dont cr for u..if i dont care for u.. i wouldnt even wanna talk to u.. now dat i talk to u means tt i realli care for u.. so pls.. dont even think of saying dat.. coz u dont know dat i realli. do .. and im e type of person usually wont make empty promises.. lookin ard the condition rytee now.. its realli hard for me to decide.. im so sorry.. i dont have a choice..

this song is specially for u..